there have been fleeting moments of light, of happiness, & i've tried to wrap my arms around them. i've tried to hold on to whatever it is inside of me that sees things in this way and feels wonderful, but it always just slips out of my arms. there is this darkness in me that overcomes every moment of happiness so they just feel fake. i know they are fleeting & i am so scared of their departure that i don't enjoy them anymore.
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