I just want to be loved. Or even cared for. I'm so sick of feeling unwanted and like I'm a fat ugly bitch.:'( People think I just call myself fat and ugly for attention, but that's really not why. I really do feel this way. And whenever people talk shit, I'm not a person to just shove it aside and forget about it. It gets to me, and one by one it just gets packed deeper and deeper. I'm so tired of living in a world of shit talking people who don't care about anything. I can't tell anyone about anything, and it's so hard putting on a fake smile every day and telling people how I'm alright when I'm really not. And after a while, everything gets so tightly packed in, I just want to cut it out and let everything I've kept inside out.:'( I'm so tired of this.:'(