I'm so fucking stupid..:'(

Why do I feel this way? It's only been a month in a half that we've been dating. You didn't feel anything. You didn't feel a connection. But I did. I'm sorry that I get attached to great guys like you. And you're only the second guy I've got attached to like this. And I've dated a lot of guys. It kills me that I can't say you're with me anymore. :'( I get too damn attached &it hurts me a lot in the end. I tried to end it tonight, but I was 2 seconds too late. I'm sorry I fucked up everything:(.